the dilemma'

At current point of time i am very distant from my friends in terms of Studies.
I am detained this year and whole of time i am simply stayin up at room only.
Thats why i thought to find a job..that would give me something to be busy about.
A L A S.. i am not able to find a good job coz m an undergraduate.
Right now i have 6 spare months. Need a job , need some urge to make somethin big.

Everyones in the park playin cricket, m havin shoulders pain hence gettin bored at room.
Signing off.
harsh jha

I am rolling on and on........

Lines from open road- Bryan adams.
Feeling pretty same...pretty much free time.
I had only one exam this time, now trying to gain some knowledge in Java.
Lazily started today but thinkin of taking it seriously from tomorrow on.
Everythin else is goin good, found a new friend on facebook- Sarah.
Roommates are busy with exams.. m watchin movies heavily.
right now seein Bridge to teribethia.goin ok.
That was a nice round up of things happenin right now.

Sayin gudbye.
Harsh here.

load shedding

Hi all...
I am startin to feel lighter day by day. call it the life effect[it goes on].
well enough of my rona-dhona..
I am reading java n cbnst. I have seen the film "garden state"..nice film. The environment is different. music is good. NATALIE is awesome in this film.

Some times wonder why we ppl worry..its all part of life.
signing off..harsh jha.

RESTORING LIFE

This is what i am tryn to do now a days!!
I am tryn to bury my failure under the earth...n restoring to earlier stage of peace of mind.
Wish there was a restore button in our life.. where we can go back to happy times, after we have made some mistake. But this is what we call life,, and show must go on.
take care...harsh jha.

M watchin and Life is crashin down

I have failed to go in final year of my engg.. it will be a one year drop.
this is what killin me right now..n will keep irking me forever my life.
i am unable to enjoy music...from 4-5 days.. i always mention that i survive on music.
My fun quotient has lost and i have become a piece of shit.
I dont know what will i do in this bloody year, no plans , nothin doin right now..
the song m listening is
"ye jo zindagi hai ek dastaan hai..kab hoga kya ye khabar kahan hai, ye jo zindagi hai.. koi karvaan hai- kahan jayegi ye khabar kahan hai"
pretty meaningful song at my situation.
m pretty worried abt my family.. i hvnt given em a piece of happpiness from last 7-8 yrs..
thats it.
m leavin

Its rainin cricket

We indians are goin thru state of sheer happiness... coz the young team of Dhoni is doin well.
TEAM INDIA is goin great guns... we watch every match with abt 8-10 ppl and it is full on masti...not to mention a single player- every person in team is givin cent percent..
and now we r in finals, that too with pakistan. this is dream match for every paki n indian..
Still waitin for my result..

signin off.. Harsh jha

Time Line ---------------------

Hi everyone.. i will be sounding low thru this post..the reason is i am low.
I am waitin for my results, n believe me lots of things depends on this crucial one. I might be on a year long drop if i wont pass this one. So.. the time is killing me.. i need to c the result. m not thinkin negative but the chances r really low.
lets see, wats up on my cards.
Enjoy.