Waveform of life

Hello everyone.. I dont know why i salute like this but everytime i write my blog i assume that lot of people will be reading it or something like i am leaving manuscripts for coming generations.. Well . Here i am sitting in the noida office of HCL BPO, waiting for the second round of selection process and getting bored like hell here.
Both papers of my final sem of engg. Went fine. Nxt is on 15th may.
This last one month has gone like a real ride for me, be it economically or academically or any- ically.
There were days when i skipped haircut due to shortage of money. If by any chance my parents got to know this i am a dead head. They send me a lot of money monthly.. Or whenever i need.

Filmi.. Very filmi.

Hi there,
train is going to depart at 7.50 pm and i am in my bus at barahkhamba at 7.35. My friend waiting and calling me just like anything from station.
Now picture this: i left the bus for hiring some private vehicle. Waiting time at red light is 2 mins. Auto rickshaw dropped me NDLS(the railway station) and then i literally ran like P.T usha's disciple. I made it in 2 mins to platform no 8. I ran in the wrong lane shouting to clear the way. Thanks to Indian railways, train was 4 mins late. My friend shouted my name. We caught the train by running with it for 10 seconds.. Hell man. we made it.
And now i am laying at my berth and sharing this experience. I am relieved like a film director after his film has recovered the production value.

Saali khushi.

I am here at my home for celebrating holi.. and things has sucked big time for me. My engineering result has gone all time down ever plus i haven't been selected for the colleges i have applied for MBA.
Ya right i am the chosen one.
With my kind of academic profile i am not even eligible for the jobs at this recession time although I hate this recession term these days, everyone is talkin nothing but this.
I am simply amazed at the progression rather mishappenings of my life. I am trying to have a smile on my face everytime.
My confidence is all time down. This blog has become a confession space for me.
Kahan chali gayi hai saali khushi.
Signing off.
A happy holi to everybody.

Seeing past in present.

Pretty ambiguous title.. Well i am in train [punjab mail] on way to pune. It is 14 of jan 09, 6.30 pm and train is in outskirts of bhopal n in front seat there's a idiotic girl. She is with her mother n brother. I couldn't made it until her mother told me about girl's problem. Feeling sorry for her. Remembering the times i spent in this city with my nanaji n nani.awww.. Feeling so emotional. How i used to goto jyoti auntie's place for half hour and generally spent 1 hr or so. Seeing new toys there and eating parathe made by aunty n me. The battery of this cell is runnin out. Bryan said pretty right.. Those were the best days of my life.

The long goodbye..

Hi there..
today was my first day in college after one yr of detention n it was scary.. I missed all of my classmates badly. I think this is the highest price of my yr long drop that i will be paying this yr.
Missed ashish- my bitter half, misse deepu- the real da, birju- the real darling, gautam- the clown, missed both appus- sue n bandar, chacha, mohit singh -sweetheart. Those were real people, sects of my life. Now attending the class is a fake formality.. It used to be real joy earlier..

change....

hey happy days are here again..
i got passed in both of the subjects. now m perfectly eligible to go in the final yr of engineering. this was the main headline of the day.
REst : i want to go back to the circuit of normal ppl.
want to restore the real me...
ehh. sounding like a spiritual guru. cant help it.
main chala main chala..
is dagar , us dagar.
is gali, us gali.

signing off.
harsh jha.



* looks like jerk has got a perk.

Meet a total jerk..

Hi there.. Meet me : a simply depressed guy. Here i am in the hostel of IET lucknow.. Alone.
Thinking what would be tomorrow like. Result of my mates is out and mine is still underprocessing , so here i am at the university [UPTU] to retrieve it manually. I have submitted a formal application and the waiting time i.e 3 days is ending tomorrow. So m gonna meet the JCOE of university. Everything is blurred right now.
For a student who has lost a year already from the normal course.. Loosing one more yr is like end of the world..
What i m thinking is that humour value in last 4-5 post has been lost.. or is it a reflection of my mental state.. Dunno but hoping it wont remain like this any further.
Hoping to post good blog pieces.
Harsh here.