STRIP DOWN

hi all.. these days i am thinking of stripping down. dont run your mind.. i am talking about stripping down from all the social ecstasies..
nope.. i am not preparing to become a saint..
just want to depend on 2 things: me and surroundings.
I have become dependent on lot of things.. gadgets have become my weakness as well as people..
what i think is that: RELATIONSHIPS ARE THE HEAVIEST AND MOST IMPORTANT ASSESTS OF OUR LIVES.. ITS GUD HAVE TO ur well wishers and friends around
but sometimes we expect more from ppl we want to be attached. This is the truth so to debug all these expectations i have thought of this strip down. strip down from people around you who don't mean much to you... tr to cut the crap.. strip down from the people who don't care for you as much as you do for them. let everyone know they are special if you are caring for them. try to use less things, objects.. limit your usage of different things..
Get to know your real self.. try to meet the real you.. clear all clutters.
Give the heavens above more than a passing glance. I am doing all this because i think i have lost myself in the crowd.. need to know my strengths back.

signing off.
Harsh jha

litmus test

here i am .. in my job place.. thinking what is really there in any relationshio thats keeps it going on or sometimes it loses the shine over the time..
So.. its the emotional investment that one has to make. but it is not vice-versa. I mean of you are putting a lot in it doesnt guarantee you will get a lot in return.
thats because- No two people think same thing at the same time.
Its as simple.. if you are As old saying.. its a litmus test if you are pure in the relation you will let it go..if its true it will come back to you..
but i say what the heck man… you cant let anoyone go out of ur life.. i mean anyone. its not about love only, its ur friens or new aquintances.. But it sure is hard to do. from now on i will be very particular about whom i include in my circle of trust.. out of sight is not out of mind here.

Thick and thin

It is 6.00 in morning and what a night it was. I was getting slight indications of viral infection and at around 11 i was helpless. My body was aching like anything. My head was under magnetic force of god knows how many tesla's plus heavy call flow was on the floor and i logged in for 6 hrs, this is my max login time till date. I never thought that it will come in this type of situation. I have worked first time under such conditions. Hell of a feeling. Had a crocin at midnight will pop in one more after reaching my room. I got a new name and it is "doctor virus", i am the joker of the team now.. I got back to back 3 calls for antivirus installation and everyone around said they crave for such calls.. I was thinking was it my luck or curse upon me. Yes now i am a dedicated employee who works under any conditions.. I am an asset to the company now. My condition was correctly matching with the song " bring me to life" by evanascence. So heavy work flow in coming days.. I am happy my friends are also on the floor now. A little of hi's and hello's are like sweet nothings which refresh you when a friend is with you.
Its time to rest this case.
Objection overruled.

Takhliya..

Yesterday was off.. Enjoyed it to the last dreg. Met with a school friend now she's the girl of my best friend. It was a weird conversation with her. Rest, watched movie the departed at my friend sue's place. I must say it is hell of a movie. Leonardo is a bloody good actor. Had a chat with mataji & pitaji, dont know why but after talking home i felt that me any my actions hold values for some people and i wont let them down . I tried hard to sleep at 4 in the morning but couldn't make it. It took me 2 hrs to get to sleep. Here i am sitting in cafeteria of the company i work for and and getting bored like anything. Still more than 1 hr to go. The logic for the name of the post is that i want to say "takhliya" to all the things i dont want in my life right now. Feeling like i can control the progressions these days.. Learnt this takhliya term from Movie jodha-akbar.
Signing off.
Harsh jha.

Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance.

Right now i am sitting in the porch of the flat i have rented.. and i am watching the night sky. aww, patches of clouds with a layer of stars above it. The reason i am outside is the electric load shedding in greater noida these days.. Technology departs us from natural things, i was surfing internet on my system now i am doing it thru my phone. This is again due to technology. This is a complete oxymoron.. But after seeing the moon n sky i realized we miss a lot of things everyday. Ronan keating sang quite right 'give the heavens above more than just a passing glance..' in the song- I hope you dance.
Signing off
harsh jha.

This aint funny business.

Doing job in BPO sector is no funny business. I realized it this morning when i was coming back to my room after night shift. The reason is that this is the most engaging job, timewise. The current scene is this i can go to an interview tomorrow but i wont because today i had to wash my clothes but didnt make it - time shortage. I seriously need to start studying or find a new job in hardcore IT field "or" i will be stucked in this job. So, career is something i need to think about very sincerely. Its time to think of long term. LP - i tried to hold on, but didn't even know. i wasted it all, just to watch you go.

Emotional flakes:)

The things i am talking about are those short moments in which people become friends or more precisely start becoming friends.. It all starts when you come across another person at your workplace or studies, i mean anywhere where you regularly go and that person seems good. In other case if someone helps you and you gotta know more about the one. I am discussing all this because i am departing from the sects of my life.. and i am finding new one's too. We became graduates last months and everyone moving out to land in new places. These emotional flakes fly everywhere in the air and falls between two people. So thats how new people become friends.. I am unable to put my thoughts in words this time. Maybe i am not sure about what i want to put up.
Signing off.
Harsh jha