2 days long bliss

Hey all. Here i am super recharged. I am on a 3 day off from work. Attending a wedding n it has been a wonderful time yet. Right now i am able to find solace amidst of all wedding chaos. Met a good friend after long time. Befriended with 2 children here. A child's affection for you is the purest thing you can earn they dont need any favour or anything. Children's purity always inspires me. Listening to Ambar by raghu dixit. I still feel sometimes that girl that has just gone from my workplace team, if she would have stayed for some more time i would have hit the record for best friendship in limited time :) Well jokes apart it was going on the right track. Coming sunday is my CAT exam. Haven't prepared a dime for it yet. Well signing off.
Harsh jha.
You ppl have gr8 time. C ya.

Bugs in my mind

It was today when i came to know how haunting is the siren of ambulance is. Just don want to elborate it. My friends father is sick and i cant do anything about it. I have just slept for 4 hrs today. Again same question takes u turn and comes back to me.. Why god doesnt treat everyone equally? Plus my friends have become mere colleagues these days. This all feels too sick for a person like me.. Who is fond of his friends.. Maybe god is indicating me.. these new relationships are temporary. But i wont let em go like this. Lets see what happens and if it turns in my favour then i will surely thank you God:)

STRIP DOWN

hi all.. these days i am thinking of stripping down. dont run your mind.. i am talking about stripping down from all the social ecstasies..
nope.. i am not preparing to become a saint..
just want to depend on 2 things: me and surroundings.
I have become dependent on lot of things.. gadgets have become my weakness as well as people..
what i think is that: RELATIONSHIPS ARE THE HEAVIEST AND MOST IMPORTANT ASSESTS OF OUR LIVES.. ITS GUD HAVE TO ur well wishers and friends around
but sometimes we expect more from ppl we want to be attached. This is the truth so to debug all these expectations i have thought of this strip down. strip down from people around you who don't mean much to you... tr to cut the crap.. strip down from the people who don't care for you as much as you do for them. let everyone know they are special if you are caring for them. try to use less things, objects.. limit your usage of different things..
Get to know your real self.. try to meet the real you.. clear all clutters.
Give the heavens above more than a passing glance. I am doing all this because i think i have lost myself in the crowd.. need to know my strengths back.

signing off.
Harsh jha

litmus test

here i am .. in my job place.. thinking what is really there in any relationshio thats keeps it going on or sometimes it loses the shine over the time..
So.. its the emotional investment that one has to make. but it is not vice-versa. I mean of you are putting a lot in it doesnt guarantee you will get a lot in return.
thats because- No two people think same thing at the same time.
Its as simple.. if you are As old saying.. its a litmus test if you are pure in the relation you will let it go..if its true it will come back to you..
but i say what the heck man… you cant let anoyone go out of ur life.. i mean anyone. its not about love only, its ur friens or new aquintances.. But it sure is hard to do. from now on i will be very particular about whom i include in my circle of trust.. out of sight is not out of mind here.

Thick and thin

It is 6.00 in morning and what a night it was. I was getting slight indications of viral infection and at around 11 i was helpless. My body was aching like anything. My head was under magnetic force of god knows how many tesla's plus heavy call flow was on the floor and i logged in for 6 hrs, this is my max login time till date. I never thought that it will come in this type of situation. I have worked first time under such conditions. Hell of a feeling. Had a crocin at midnight will pop in one more after reaching my room. I got a new name and it is "doctor virus", i am the joker of the team now.. I got back to back 3 calls for antivirus installation and everyone around said they crave for such calls.. I was thinking was it my luck or curse upon me. Yes now i am a dedicated employee who works under any conditions.. I am an asset to the company now. My condition was correctly matching with the song " bring me to life" by evanascence. So heavy work flow in coming days.. I am happy my friends are also on the floor now. A little of hi's and hello's are like sweet nothings which refresh you when a friend is with you.
Its time to rest this case.
Objection overruled.

Takhliya..

Yesterday was off.. Enjoyed it to the last dreg. Met with a school friend now she's the girl of my best friend. It was a weird conversation with her. Rest, watched movie the departed at my friend sue's place. I must say it is hell of a movie. Leonardo is a bloody good actor. Had a chat with mataji & pitaji, dont know why but after talking home i felt that me any my actions hold values for some people and i wont let them down . I tried hard to sleep at 4 in the morning but couldn't make it. It took me 2 hrs to get to sleep. Here i am sitting in cafeteria of the company i work for and and getting bored like anything. Still more than 1 hr to go. The logic for the name of the post is that i want to say "takhliya" to all the things i dont want in my life right now. Feeling like i can control the progressions these days.. Learnt this takhliya term from Movie jodha-akbar.
Signing off.
Harsh jha.

Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance.

Right now i am sitting in the porch of the flat i have rented.. and i am watching the night sky. aww, patches of clouds with a layer of stars above it. The reason i am outside is the electric load shedding in greater noida these days.. Technology departs us from natural things, i was surfing internet on my system now i am doing it thru my phone. This is again due to technology. This is a complete oxymoron.. But after seeing the moon n sky i realized we miss a lot of things everyday. Ronan keating sang quite right 'give the heavens above more than just a passing glance..' in the song- I hope you dance.
Signing off
harsh jha.