load shedding

Hi all...
I am startin to feel lighter day by day. call it the life effect[it goes on].
well enough of my rona-dhona..
I am reading java n cbnst. I have seen the film "garden state"..nice film. The environment is different. music is good. NATALIE is awesome in this film.

Some times wonder why we ppl worry..its all part of life.
signing off..harsh jha.

RESTORING LIFE

This is what i am tryn to do now a days!!
I am tryn to bury my failure under the earth...n restoring to earlier stage of peace of mind.
Wish there was a restore button in our life.. where we can go back to happy times, after we have made some mistake. But this is what we call life,, and show must go on.
take care...harsh jha.

M watchin and Life is crashin down

I have failed to go in final year of my engg.. it will be a one year drop.
this is what killin me right now..n will keep irking me forever my life.
i am unable to enjoy music...from 4-5 days.. i always mention that i survive on music.
My fun quotient has lost and i have become a piece of shit.
I dont know what will i do in this bloody year, no plans , nothin doin right now..
the song m listening is
"ye jo zindagi hai ek dastaan hai..kab hoga kya ye khabar kahan hai, ye jo zindagi hai.. koi karvaan hai- kahan jayegi ye khabar kahan hai"
pretty meaningful song at my situation.
m pretty worried abt my family.. i hvnt given em a piece of happpiness from last 7-8 yrs..
thats it.
m leavin