The long goodbye..

Hi there..
today was my first day in college after one yr of detention n it was scary.. I missed all of my classmates badly. I think this is the highest price of my yr long drop that i will be paying this yr.
Missed ashish- my bitter half, misse deepu- the real da, birju- the real darling, gautam- the clown, missed both appus- sue n bandar, chacha, mohit singh -sweetheart. Those were real people, sects of my life. Now attending the class is a fake formality.. It used to be real joy earlier..

change....

hey happy days are here again..
i got passed in both of the subjects. now m perfectly eligible to go in the final yr of engineering. this was the main headline of the day.
REst : i want to go back to the circuit of normal ppl.
want to restore the real me...
ehh. sounding like a spiritual guru. cant help it.
main chala main chala..
is dagar , us dagar.
is gali, us gali.

signing off.
harsh jha.



* looks like jerk has got a perk.

Meet a total jerk..

Hi there.. Meet me : a simply depressed guy. Here i am in the hostel of IET lucknow.. Alone.
Thinking what would be tomorrow like. Result of my mates is out and mine is still underprocessing , so here i am at the university [UPTU] to retrieve it manually. I have submitted a formal application and the waiting time i.e 3 days is ending tomorrow. So m gonna meet the JCOE of university. Everything is blurred right now.
For a student who has lost a year already from the normal course.. Loosing one more yr is like end of the world..
What i m thinking is that humour value in last 4-5 post has been lost.. or is it a reflection of my mental state.. Dunno but hoping it wont remain like this any further.
Hoping to post good blog pieces.
Harsh here.

Hi there.. Here i am sitting in mid of almost more than thousand people. Welcome to the mathura counselling center of UPTU-2008. Now a days i think it is easier to take admission in any engineering college than in a B.Sc college. Doing b.tech would be a mere waste of one year after some time. Many worried faces are flickering thru the crowd, some one has forgotten some document blah blah... I am still waiting for my fate this yr.. My maths result :)
thats it..
Harsh jha.

Testing 1 2 3

chk . . .chk .. Chk

Spare time

lost one year with many tears..
i have given both of my pending papers and hoping to get in fourth and final year in engineering.
I have lost my fear of maths ,, this is biggest plus in past year.
now friends have exams for a week or so.. i have this week totally spare not going home. will try to start the novel deception point + jogging . this is the hit list for upcoming week.
greater noida seems to become a scary place for me in coming month.. all my friends will go away.
signing off on a scary note.
harsh jha.

khujlee....

posting ki khujlee...
right now i am thinkin it is very human to crave for rest..tomorrow is Ind-Aus match.
but no one is here ..so most probably i m gonna watch it alone. I am goin to sleep..

signing off..harsh jha

Sailin on mud..

days are passing without leaving a trace.. n i am making no moves for my betterment.
study front is choked..
there are times in ones life ..wen a person isn't happy for his efforts-- thing is this-- i have this feeling most of time.
I might be sounding a depressed or dumb ass.. but cat help it out really. That spark is not here with me this time. GATE is on 10 feb. today is 23 jan.

It wont work wen u try to sail in mud.

m left with 16 days n nights. today i thot of a plan for study..i wil try it from tonight on.
I will check the input VS output [hmm pretty statistical] i mean that how much time i was with open book n got what in that time.
i have to study 12 subjects.. one is almost over.
left are 11 :: days are 16... just got a shiver thru my spine. I hvnt really got this view before.
k m goin back to TP.. gonna study full throttle from tonight.
c ya soon.
signing off.
harsh jha.

drops and drags

hi....
here i am .lost in light of the moon that comes thru my window.....
bathes in blue, walls of my memory divides the thorns from the roses. [afterglow :: inxs]
some times you give your cent percent to a relationship, be it friendship.. n the return is not the same.
same happened with my friend.. i think that friendship is sacred than other relationships.
its transparent, clear... no fears it is pure you.

we face to many drops in life.. but friends are the ones that drag you from there..
this was the idea for title of the post. like i dragged my friend out of peer pressure. he is still waitin to have a word with the faulty one. tomorrow he will be more relaxed after things will get cleared up!!!!!!

A day of pure bullshiting &%##@!

started normally ... became a total failure.
this was short n compact description of yesterday.

truth will prevail>> my foot.
i went to a bpo named globerian in delhi.i cleared all the rounds there..but wasn't appointed on account of 8 months. what was my bloody mistake..i told em that i won be workin after 8 months.

Lesson learnt:: farzification plays a big role.. wenever you have slightest of doubt that speaking truth wont work. Go ahead n say watever should be said to make things turn your way..
A slap on cool monthly salary for me... hunt for job goes on.
signing off. harsh jha.